Echoing Back

Praning na kung praning.

But can you blame me after two thugs ran after me with a what-looks-like-a-pipe-but-might-also-be-a-sumpak? Quite a mouthful noh? Again, don’t blame me. I was busy running for my life so I couldn’t really be sure what almost hit me (yup, nadaplisan ako).

That should also explain why I asked the police to free this guy they caught. Yeah sure, I’ve seen the guys for a second or two. One was taller than the other and yes, I saw other details, only I don’t remember them.

Minsan na ako na akong pinagdudahan na nagvandal at nagkalat ng mga gamit sa opisina ng kalihiman and I DID NOT LIKE THE FEELING!!!!! Yes they never accused me directly but I see it in their eyes and the way they question me… "Uy, nabalitaan mo ba? Uy, di ba kayo yung last na lumabas dun, Uy, sino kaya yun? Ah, (looking at someone else) Rogelio ikaw raw yun? PLASTIC!!!!

In the end, someone confessed to what happened after someone else reported that they were actually the last ones inside that office. Don’t ask me the details what really happened. Confidential daw so hindi namin alam. But before that people were talking in circles and was actually saying that I and a former best friend might have done that. Why couldn’t they just say it straight to my face so I can tell directly that wasn’t me.

UNA WALA SA CHARACTER KO YAN. PANGALAWA, HINDI KO SASAYANGIN ANG BUHAY KO AT ANG KREDIBILIDAD KO (I wasn’t in the media yet back then, but I was always careful not to taint my credibility and I intend to maintain that. Hindi ako mayaman, hindi ako gwapo, hindi malakas sa kahit kanino. Wala akong maipagmamalaki kundi yung character ko.) PANGATLO, KAHIT SINONG IHARAP NIYO SA AKIN SA GRUPONG YAN SA PAYATAS, MASASABI KONG MAS MATINO AKO. PANG-APAT, HINDI AKO STUPID, STUPID LANG ANG GAGAWA NIYAN. PANGLIMA… I can give a thousand reasons and I’m sure they won’t be able to refute them.

Wala lang. Naiba na yung takbo ng blog ko. Usually, I try to control the organization and flow of my blogs, now it just went haywire. Naaalala ko kasi. The sumpak thing happened last March. The vandal thing happened two or three years ago. Matagal na pero hindi ko makakalimutan yon. Pinagbintangan ako at dinaan sa tsismis. Mahirap yon kasi hindi ka makasagot ng direkta. Kaya nung may nahuling lalaki na tumatakbo at supposedly humampas sa akin ng tubo, hindi ko mapakulong. Hindi ko kayang kasuhan kasi hindi naman ako sigurado. Hindi ko kayang magbintang.
Pasenysa na. You know why I write blogs. It’s not because I have an exciting life to tell. It’s more because may bagay na dapat kong ilabas pero di ko makwento. Yung mga tipong sa mga psychiatry session dapat sinsabi kung di lang masyadong mahal. Eto na yun. Eto na yun.

(Pwede ring mga bagay na excited ako masyado tapos ako lang naman maaexcite at wala namang paki yung mga kaibigan ko.)

I’ll write what I intended to write tonight next time.